It is not easy, being cheesy

No, this is not about cheese, or nuclear colored snacks. This has to do with the slang term “cheesy,” to denote insincerity. More to the point, it means lack of discipline and long term coordination. I cannot say I felt compelled to go to college when I was younger. Too much rebel, not enough cause. When I graduated high school, I chose to develop a few small businesses which provide me with autonomy, but little security for the future. I find selling office equipment to be quite boring and lacking in stimulation. I also get fat from working at home. Something is goading me towards a greater purpose in life. Perhaps it is my taskmaster girlfriend.